Malam yang mem"boring"kan
Sejak dari pagi lagi, kepala ni berpusing-pusing. Ini lah akibatnya kalau tidur lambat. Hari ni tak ada apa sangat yang nak aku tulis, cuma hari ini balik awal..bukan nya sebab pening kepala ker apa ker, memang hari ni rasa nak balik awal. Sampai kat umah, aku ingat ke nak tidur terus, alih-alih aku setup balik wireless access point yang aku beli dua tiga hari lepas. Semalam aku dah try pasang, tapi it was not working well..so aku biar jer la. So, tadi balik, kira aku spent almost 2hours setting balik port ni and finally berjaya la jugak..so skg ni, jiran aku pun leh pakai internet dengan free nya...hahaha...Ingat nak secure this wireless service, tapi rasa malas nak setting balik..kepala pun memang dah pening dari tadi lagi pun.
Dalam alang-alang duk saving setting baru ni, sempat lagi aku tertidur kat meja makan. Memang mengantuk betui. Kira terlelap la sekejap. Jam pun dah kul 6.30pm masa tu, perut dah lapar, so aku masak la nasi, masak pun pakai rice cooker jer. Bukan nya susah sangat pun.
So skg ni aku dah tak pakai lagi LAN line. So next month malas la nak bayar euro100.oo semata-mata nak access internet. So, cari la bebudak yang nak share line, leh la save sket duit.
So malam ni, aku duk layan main game ajer la. Nak kata boring tu, memang tak payah nak cakap la..boring jer memanjang. Nak chat pun , malas....nak chat ngan saper malam-malam buta macam ni. So buat la apa-apa yang patut. Aku ingat malam ni nak tidur awal, tapi rasa cam nak surfing internet jer. At least boleh la jugak aku read something dari internet ni. Esok pun kena buat fluid dynamic with one of university's professor. So kena la baca sikit malam ni. Sebenarnya dah malas nak baca benda2 yang technical ni bila balik umah ni, sebab otak pun dah tak berfungsi ngan betul dah. Ditambahkan lagi dengan sakit kepala ni. Boring nya esok, kena balik lambat la pulak. Sebenarnya, malas dah nak ikut any program after 5pm..esok plak ada italian kelas..as usual, i can't think well after 5pm. Tengok la macam maner esok.
Nak call umah kat kampung waktu-waktu macam ni, semesti nya kena maki jer kalu call masa ni. Nak tunggu sampai kul 1 pagi nanti, memang dah surrender awal2 dah..semalam pun dah tido lewat, tak kan malam ni pun nak tido lewat..mampos la mcm tu..
Ok la, ingat nak sambung story yang aku tulis tengahari tadi, tapi dah tak boleh nak pikir dah..ok la..ciao!
Tears
Well, i m actually crazy with this song. Every word expresses the whole thing of my life. i guess my love story.hehehe..ahaks
( will write more once i came back home)
Tears And Rain
by James Blunt
I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See a liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I'd screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Tears and rain
Far, Far away;find comfort in pain
All pleasures the same: it just keeps me from trouble
Its more than just words;
its just tears and rain
People Think Smart and Smarter
Sometimes we just don’t know when we’ve got something good going. It was attracted my concern with one article that i read last night about how dynamic most of the women in the world listening to a man talk about the need for diversity in the workplace and in our lives. It was a conference in somewhere sharing very interesting approach to re-evaluate the concept of diversification and globalisation.
I can't recall the title of this acticle but it relates to the whole perspective on how people react towards the globalisation especially at workplace by diversifying the identities and people as an asset.
For globalisation to work, he said, it must recognise the diversity of identities. It’s not about making everyone uniform, it’s about understanding and making diversity an asset. What its meants that asserts when people are denied their identities, whether ethnically, culturally, religiously or in terms of gender, then that’s when clashes occur.
Therefore when companies go to other countries and try to replicate the whole work environment that they are used to at home, they will be unlikely to succeed. They have to recognise what the country and the society they are in looks like, and reflect that in the work environment. I think this is more realistic to stress when government adopting a system from a country without interpreting the underlying of a system without detail study and analyse the impact and consequences of the implementation. That is if we look at one angle of application.
My head is spinning now..spinning aroud...hehe.. i need some rest
ciao!
Just A Thought
Ouch....damn sleepy...my morning was so horrible..i can't think even one simple calculation.ahaks...Well, don,t even sleep late again..ahaks!.
While the people went out for lunch, i tot i wanna spend few minutes to write something that i think worth to explore.. Just my personel point of view.
Looking at recent developments, I think there should be a new association registered for the propagation of the shallow and superficial. It should be called, for short, the SS. make it simple...lasy to write it long.
The SS is open for membership to people who have nothing better to do with their lives than look for monsters under their beds, enemies in their blankets or crosses in their buns. The first members of the SS are the people who believe that the path to hell is paved with ice-cream biscuits.
In case there are still people out there who only read the mainstream papers and therefore have been blissfully cocooned in ignorance, a group of defenders of the faith have lodged a report that a certain brand of ice-cream biscuits have (Christian) crosses on them, and therefore this is a grave threat to our faith. If any of us were unaware that all it takes is ice-cream to melt our faith, now we know.
The SS would comprise of people who really believe that their faith needs to be protected from confectionery, lipstick, books, magazines, songs, maybe even SpongeBob SquarePants. Everything should be scrutinized for their ability to creep into one’s soul and destroy one’s beliefs. Having laws that allow for this scrutiny would apparently show how superior and strong their religion is.
The SS are not in the least bit interested in any real issues that might truly be threats to their community. Not for them the trivial matters of poverty and hunger nor of people being bombed to death every day in Iraq or Palestine, or dying of diseases such as AIDS. Nay, these are unimportant compared to the dangers of ice-cream and lipstick.
In case anyone thinks I am making this up, some people might remember that in the days before the United States invaded Iraq, an e-mail listing out the brands of cosmetics one should not use because their lipsticks were not halal was passed around. Undoubtedly, several hundred thousand dead Iraqis later, those who boycotted those lipsticks feel very good now.
Let us not forget other SS , those who should be conferred the special title Simple-Minded and Stupid, otherwise known as SMS. short message service...but this is not the one i meant...hehe. These are the sorts who believe every little message that comes into their hot little phones, no matter how unlikely.
One thing about the SS, the SMS and the KKK is that they never take responsibility for anything. Unlike hijackers, kidnappers and terrorists who want to be known as people who do bad deeds, the Malaysian versions don’t own up to anything. If SS or SMS talk about how Other People are bad, and the KKK then go and string up people by their necks, the SS and SMS simply put their hands up and say, “But I never told them to do that. I only mentioned these things in passing.”
Thus they can pass out simpleminded but dangerous messages without having to take the consequences. Unlike Other People who are constantly being threatened with all sorts of Dire Consequences should they so much as open their mouths. This is how less than a dozen people talking peace and goodwill can be told to shut up in the face of 10,000 talking war and hate. It’s the same sort of argument some Neanderthals make about cameras peering in inappropriate places; the victims shouldn’t have worn skirts.
The sad thing is that an association like the SS would have so many members in this country. While those who are reasonable, moderate and tolerant are getting marginalized every day.
The voice of hate is these days so much louder than the voice of peace, love and inclusiveness. Just as we don’t see the supreme irony of trumpeting our religious superiority while at the same time claiming that it only takes biscuits to destroy us, we don’t see the irony of extolling ourselves as a superior race while at the same time insisting on crutches and handouts.
Ok, it,s time for lunch
ciao!. ( struggle to go out for lunch eventhough feeling sleepy).
