Always A Begineer
Here's what's strange, though. I haven't seem to be able to do any things that i usually did when i was at Kidurong. For months, i had a steady and serious attention on what i supposed to do and to bring my life back on track. and i even brought new furnitures,plants along with my best intentions. But's it just isn't happening here. Since old days friends gone with their own life, it seems harder to make some new friends. Truthfully,
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For years, i'd wished i could speak other than malay or english, it seems so difficult to find more time for learning other languages. Since i was in Italy, Italian has been part of me and i found italian language is more beautiful than roses. but i could never make the logic and practical justification for studying it. I had made some friends when i was in Italy, Sameer, the Eygytian who currently lives in Paris and we still communicate with each other we got times. Sameer is currently working with one of Oil and Gas Industry and works as Accountant. Lately we seldom send emails or messages at friendster of myspace. I know that everyone of us have obligationa and self commitment. But, still we remain friends ever we are apart distance from each other and the most important that we still practising and communicating in Italian. Studying a language is something you can actually do and enjoy with it. It is more exciting if we do something that we really love and looking for it. It likes you falling in love when someone...But, i loved it. Every word was a singing sparrow in Italian. a magic trick, a truffle for me. I will i can become one of those annoying people who always says cioa!., buon giorno, scusi,...at every morning when ever i arrive at office I noticed that my new engineer, Gery is quite ok in italian eventhough he can speaks spanish, but he can a little bit translate it in italian. This is the only one God creatures that i always use my italian skills at office.
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I sometimes ask myself the radical question. What i really want in life and what i want to do?. Most of times i didnt dare to anwer any question, but just thrilled privately to its existence. Though, And when i started to answer, i did so cautiously.ermm...
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I end today's at this pm. ciao!.
I Will Be
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
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I know I let you down
But it's not like that nowThis time
I'll never let you go
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I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
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I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing
I got right
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The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
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And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
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I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
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Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
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And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life),
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
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I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
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I Am Muslim
I just finished my reading for "Eat, Pray, Love" by Elizabrth Gilbert exactly when i landed in Bintulu airport. I love this book as much as i love other all top rated books that i read before. And today, 25th May 2008, I have nothing to do except do housekeeping and cloth washing at home. After i finished my simple self cooked lunch, i headed to Parkcity Mall if i could do something over there..You know, sight seeinng, enjoying a wonderful God created creatures- off course, seeing people walking around doing a window shopping at the place which offers not many options for the shoppees.
I was at Popular Bookstore this noon and bring home few books. Among them are I am Muslim by Dina Zaman, The Shock Doctrine by Noami Klein and Wasiat & Nasihat Kerohanian translated by Akmal Hj. Mhd Zain. I am so interested to read this " I am Muslim" by Dina Zaman. Since i finished reading Elizaberth Gilbert for her latest publication, i want something kind of similar for as my reading appertite and looking for something that could offer meditation of love and the true happiness in life. There are so many ways to find the true happiness.
I am not sure how exciting i am , reading this book but obviously for the next two days, i will enjoy myself finishing this book and i will share my review then in my facebook.
cioa!
